A Smile =)

A Smile costs nothing, but gives much

It enriches those who receive, without making poorer those who give

It takes but a moment, but the memory of it sometimes lasts forever

None is so rich or mighty that he can get along without it,
and none is so poor, but that he can be made rich by it

A Smile creates happiness in the home, fosters good will in business,
and is the countersign of friendship

It brings rest to the weary, cheer to the discouraged, sunshine to the
sad,
and it is nature's best antidote for trouble.

Yet it cannot be bought, begged, borrowed, or stolen,
for it is something that is of no value to anyone, until it is given
away

Some people are too tired to give you a smile;
Give them one of yours, as none needs a smile so much as he who has no
more to give.

ponder wonder.

have been pondering about what a friend told me today...

it kept ringing in my mind.

Why havn't I look at it from this point of view before?...
When he told me that, I was like... *diiinnnngg* stroke of enlightenment... (haha.. exaggerating)...
but really....

he told me that, if I could work as hard to find a solution to effectively work hard, it would be more effective then putting ever ounce, of mental and physical strength into a direct path of just working hard...

frankly, I know I've been pissing alot of people off lately...
especially in group discussions, I'll be the one that kinda clams up everybody's mood...
but actually, I'm was not really in a bad mood at that time.. I was just furrowing my eyebrowns cause I was trying to think very hard, exectly how it would be done on flash...

so don't mistake me for being in a bad mood...

had a pretty long chat with Timo...
he told me alot of things that I should change my attitude about. pessimism, cynicism, independence, teamwork and a whole lot more...
I realized that I am pretty much an independent worker, preferring to stress myself instead loading stress onto people...

but i never realized that my cynicism may actually have been hampering the conceptualization process of the entire group... maybe thats why it took so long for us to come up with a proper, strong concept...

=X

my bad.

i hate director mx
i hate director mx
i hate director mx..... but NOOOOOO.. we were taught self fufilling prophecy in ICP, thus....
i LOVE director mx
i LOVE director mx
I LOVE director mx.....

bah. I have ORANGE braces now.... pretty cool, i think they look quite nice, if not for the fact that they MIGHT change color after awhile... to a dunnowhatdahell shade...

... sigh....

having problems with everything.

... I can tell, from thise week till the end of the exams, I'll be clinging on to God again...
This is bad, but I know, I cant help it.... pretty hopeless, i feel....


bah. what wrong with my life

boohoo.

silent wonder

crazed thoughts.

i could have been there to hold your hand. but i chose not to.
i could have been there to kiss your tears away. but i chose not to.
i could have been there to hug you close.... to fight for you, to be there for you. but i chose not to.

no. i'm not a coward.
no. i'm not crazy.

my life revolves around a chaotic swarm of nothingness...
i'll only pull you down.

my first love will always be God
and everything else will be second.

why did I do so.
I must be quite mad.

but I know, my priorities are too much, too many, to be able to task another commitment into.
my heart has frozen, a long time ago.
my mind has been tuned out, a long time ago.
my soul has been captured, a long time ago.

you think you feel hurt.
i do to. but i know that this hurt, will be incomparable to the hurt that i tell you a year down the road.
the hurt is so painful, that you can die.

when you fall from the heavens, cold hard ice become jagged knives... merciless, unrelenting, crevasses in which your soul will be torn to million pieces...
and to find back yourself, will take an excruciating lapse of time.

survive this, and you will be stronger.
remember me for the best that I was, cause I will always do the same.

God works in ways, we cannot see.
He will make a way for you and for me, where there seem to be no way.
Because I know He will.

Love your neighbour as you would love yourself, for this sums up the Law and the Prophets.

Yes, Love. The very, deepest aspect of God.

Dear God,
I hope that you will heal the broken hearts this day, keep us in your arms and wipe away our tears. For You love us, more then anyone else could ever will. May Your will be done in our lives, and may You be glorified through us.
I love you Lord.
We love you Lord.
guide us through this period of turmoil and pain, that we may emerge wiser, more stronger then before, ready to face the world and the chaos that is life.
its been hard. but with You, everything is worth it.

the world will wonder why, I gave my life for You.
but let them wonder, because every breathe I make, every step I make, I make it for you Lord. So please, conform me to your will. Mind, strength, body, soul and spirit.
That Your Kingdom will come. That Your Will be done. On earth, and in heaven, now and forever.
For all honour, glory and power belongs to You and You only. Forever.

In Jesus' most beloved and almighty name I pray. Amen.

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haha.. guess where I found this picture.... Love ya becky.. dont kill me, I'm helping you advertise your blog... haha
Dont we look cool in the Pepsi outfit? lolz
I dont really look like myself in this pic... in fact, i cant really recognize myself...
Maybe, coz I've hardly worn a cap before and I have NEVER worn a jumper before.. LOL...

this is ma' OM group, Love em` Pepsi Roolz 

I believe I look so dao in this picture... can you spot me?... haha...
There are 2 very funny people in this picture... the guy at the bottom, trying to be superman (James), and a picture of autism on the top (Ryan)...
dont we jus love em...
 

Come What May!! - Got they lyrics from Jawei's blog... lolz

Come What May

Never knew I could feel like this
Like I've never seen the sky before
Want to vanish inside your kiss
Every day I love you more and more
Listen to my heart, can you hear it sings
Telling me to give you everything
Seasons may change, winter to spring
But I love you until the end of time

[Chorus:]
Come what may
Come what may
I will love you until my dying day

Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
Suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace
Suddenly my life doesn't seem such a waste
It all revolves around you
And there's no mountain too high
No river too wide
Sing out this song and I'll be there by your side
Storm clouds may gather
And storms may collide
But I love you until the end of time

I just love Moulin Rouge....

You can NEVER get enough of it.....

haha...

Ewan McGregor is SOOO CUTE!!! Nicole Kidman betta appreciate being in that show....

lol

sigh...

a small bulk of projects have been deemed over.... and there are more to come...

it rolls over and over and over... piling on top of each other...

boo....

no time for myself even!! *grumble*

All my computer games are starting to grow moss...

soon I'll have a miniature patch of garden in my cabinet...

oh yah!! picturessss!!!!

stay tuned!

not stressed.

my eyes can barely even open.
...... havnt been sleeping much these few days... have I even been sleeping?... slept kinda fitfully the past few days...

i do not fear hard work. but i do expect a return for the work that i put in....

Somehow, DMA's presentation didnt go very well (... or maybe i thought it didnt go very well), somehow, our hard work and effort seemed to pale in the light of Mr. Loh's scrutiny...

... guess our whole group is somewhat demoralized...

cause we did put in ALOT of work into coming up with a concept that we thought was pretty good... in fact, very good....

everybody worked so hard........ kinda feel sad too....

brainstorming, conceptualizing, designing, constructing, implementing, elaborating... our project has came a long way, and will develop to even greater heights in the days ahead....

nothing will stop us right?

we did our best. no regrets!
we learnt alot. no regrets!
we grew closer. no regrets!

but somehow....... i feel quite lonely......

frankly, i'm not creative.... i'm more of a practical, technical person... thats why i tend to get pessimistic on ideas that sound too complicated or impossible to carry out...
I love design, but when it comes to the higher levels, I'd prefer to jus emphasize on the practical issues that might crop up...

maybe thats why i piss people off sometimes......


tired. hungry. boo.

i'm going to zeeep. now.